OLD WOMAN.
A NOVEL.
IN TWO VOLUMES.
BY THE AUTHOR OF
THE HORRORS OF OAKENDALE ABBEY.
“Fear on guilt attends, and deeds of darkness;
“The virtuous breast ne’er knows it.”
HAVARD.
VOL. II.
LONDON:
PRINTED FOR THE AUTHOR,
AT THE
MINERVA-PRESS,
BY WILLIAM LANE, LEADENHALL-STREET.
1800.
THE
OLD WOMAN.
LETTER I.
Miss Baynard to Miss Carroset.
London, Nov. 1, 17—.
I THINK, my dear
Charlotte, you are drawing your schemes to a conclusion, but I fear you have
reckoned without your host; for it does not appear to me by any of your
letters, that St. Edward has offered you his hand, should the desirable event
happen, which the present train of circumstances seems so fairly to promise;
but as you have on more than one occasion mentioned your swain as changeable
and roving, I think you should have secured a retreat, and brought him to
terms, before you had let him march off. Were this the case, I would go some
lengths to assist you, as I know something of Lord Fitzarnold, and have a
little degree of spite and pique against him, for having the consummate
assurance to neglect some tender looks which I levelled at his heart last
winter: it gave me a bad opinion of him; and his taste in preferring a poor,
awkward, country, uninformed creature to one of us, proves the justice of my ideas. But I still think you
have not acted with your accustomed prudence: surely it was not love that
absorbed your faculties; we are,
I hope, callous to that tender silly passion, only fit for girls and boys, and
I believe, in these days, felt by them alone.
What could be your reason, when you
had so fair an opportunity at Arkley, not to give Lord Fitzarnold a hint that
he was far from being indifferent to Mrs. St. Edward; a thousand circumstances
might have been contrived to corroborate your assertion; and by a proper and
well-timed infusion of jealousy into the pate of the stupid husband, you might
by this time have been near sailing into port. Instead of this, you have been loitering away the precious
hours at a watering place, and, except in securing the unfinished letter, have
not taken a step towards effecting that mischief which must be a prelude to
more decided achievements. You should have secured a ground for jealousy before
you took those pretty rambles in the obscure parts of the castle, and suffered
yourself to be frightened at your own shadow. I thought this a silly business
when I read the account. You should have secured the servants on your side,
especially as they were those of a spoiled nature: you may be sure they would
all side with their sweet gentle mistress. Fye, Charlotte; why did not you
apply for my counsel and advice, which I am not fond of giving gratis, and
never even to a friend unasked. You told me of your exploits, which you thought
so famous, but you asked no assistance, and I am willing you should now see
your error, that in future you may acknowledge my known superiority.
Something may yet be thought of, and
I heartily wish you success. Don’t fail to let me know all the particulars of
the elopement. Did not St. Edward promise to write? Perhaps you had better
follow him to Arkley; you know you can do any thing with your father and
mother. The mind of St. Edward should not for a moment be exposed to any tender
remembrances, nor should he hear the most distant surmise of her innocence.
Resentment must be kept alive, and is the more necessary, as he has a weak
mind, which is liable to be warped by every impression. Mrs. St. Edward is, I
dare say, cunning, and her gallant careful; yet in all these instances, there
is a glaring degree of carelessness and absurdity, which exposes them to
censure, and then to conviction. Were it not for these circumstances, so many
divorces could not be obtained, for they require the clearest evidence; and
nothing but the all-powerful passion, which infatuates the senses to a degree of
forgetfulness and incaution, as to afford ample proof, could procure sufficient
testimony of guilt.
An elopement to be sure is a good
foundation to build upon, but then we must first be convinced that she is
eloped. Might she not be taking the benefit of the morning breezes? or might
she not be making her charitable visits to the old superanuated servants, who,
you say, are kept as monuments of antiquity? or after all our conjectures, may
she not be carried away in a supernatural manner by those very spirits and
goblins which are said to haunt the castle, and of whom you made such terrific
mention? Joking apart, however, she must first be proved to be gone, with a male companion too,
besides abundance of etceteras essential to your grand scheme. I am so
interested in your cause, that I have no time to give any account of my own
embarrassments, and still less in your present situation, would you attend to
them. I can only say, that I verily believe the old fellow will never die,
although I do my part to plague him: the sounds of his grumbling and grunting
will never be out of my ears; and notwithstanding my wishes and endeavours to
the contrary, he is likely to live much longer, with the gout remaining in his
legs and feet, instead of aspiring to the higher regions, where it might be of
service in relieving him from his misery, and easing me of the trouble and
mortification his existence occasions. I’m sure it would be a law of humanity,
if all people of a certain age were ordered to be put to death. For what should
they live?—to be wretched in themselves, and an eternal nuisance to every one
else. I shall be absolutely dying with impatience till I hear from you: may success attend and crown your
wishes. Depend upon my advice and friendship, for I am
Always yours
MARIA BAYNARD.
LETTER II.
Mrs. Clifford to Mrs. Safforey.
Arkley Castle, Nov. 3, 17—.
THE contents of your
letter, my dear madam, shocked me beyond expression, and my uncle being
somewhat relieved from his late indisposition, I determined at all events to go
myself to Arkley Castle; for besides the account your letter brought me, I
received a variety of vague and improbable intelligence, which nothing but
personal investigation could reduce to certainty. My uncle too was as anxious
as myself to hear tidings of our dear Julia, and hastened my departure by every
attention towards the accommodation of my journey. I scarce dare hope that my
coming may be attended with success to our friend, yet I am willing to flatter
myself, that the violence which at first possest the mind of Mr. St. Edward
is, by my interposition, in some small degree mitigated. Indeed, his suspicions
and implacable resentment could not have been formed and supported merely upon
the event of her absence, had he not been previously instigated by some secret
enemy. This made my task more difficult; but as I well know you must be
impatient to hear the particulars, I will proceed in regular order, without any
of my own observations.
When I arrived at Arkley, I found
the servants in the greatest confusion imaginable. Her own maid Lucy ran to me
with eyes swelled by weeping, and a countenance of the utmost distraction: “Oh,
madam!” she cryed “have you seen anything of my dear mistress? if you have not,
what will become of me? for my master says, I knew of and helped to assist her
in going, when I am as innocent as the child unborn, and would gladly have gone
with her if I could, for nobody don’t want to stay here now she’s gone; but I’m
sure she’s carried away by the spirits, and they’ll never let sitch an angel as
she come back again.” I told her to be pacified; that no spirits could carry
her away; and I had no doubt but a short time would clear up all difficulties,
and restore her to her family; and I desired to be conducted to Mr. St. Edward
as soon as possible.
I was soon introduced to him, and
found him (as I had been taught to expect) full of rage and violence. He was sitting alone in the eating-parlour, and
the moment he saw me, accosted me in the following words:—“Well, Mrs. Clifford,
can you bring me any account of Julia: if you know anything of her, I insist upon your
telling me instantly, but don’t say a word in her favour; don’t excuse her,
make no such attempt; I am determined never to forgive her; I will be divorced
immediately; I’ll never see her; I have convincing proof of her infidelity;
I’ll hear nothing in her favour; there never was a plan more artfully
concerted.”—It was impossible to be heard: I made several attempts to speak,
but he would not allow me; he continued repeating several times over, all that
I have related, each time with fresh vehemence, and adding still more bitter
invectives. His passion being at last in some degree exhausted, I ventured to
speak, first to assure him that I knew no more of Mrs. St. Edward than he did
himself; that my surprise, my sorrow, and my wish for information had prompted
me to come unasked to Arkley; and I entreated him to be calm, and moderate his
resentment, until time should clear up the mystery; and I then ventured, though
with fear and trembling, to vouch for the innocence and integrity of Mrs. St.
Edward. This, however, at first put him into fresh passion, and I was again
obliged to hear a variety of the most improbable conjectures and ill-placed
suspicions, before he would allow me to answer; and when I made an attempt to
convince him of the absurdity of them, he perfectly astonished me by producing
the fragment of a letter written in Mrs. St. Edward’s own hand, to her supposed
lover. It contained some warm expressions of regard, and an invitation to him
to come when the rest of the family should be absent, and they might enjoy the
time without interruption. There was no name to this epistle, and it appeared
unfinished.
I read it over several times; it is
certainly her hand-writing, or so well imitated as not to be detected; but it might apply either
to you or myself, and I hazarded this conjecture to Mr. St. Edward, but he
would not admit the idea; nay, he even accused me of being an accomplice in her
secrets and her elopement; but not choosing to bear such an insult, I exerted a
sort of spirit which had some effect, and induced him to ask my pardon. From
this time he became more cool, and conversed with more composure. He asked me
if I had ever seen or heard of Lord Fitzarnold. I assured him I had never seen
him, and had only heard of him as a visitor at Baintree Park. I added, that if he supposed
him at all concerned in the business, enquiry should be made concerning his
present place of abode; and I took that opportunity of again defending Julia
from concerting any plan dishonourable to herself and him; and if Lord
Fitzarnold had been accessory in taking her away, search should be immediately
made after both him and the unfortunate victim of his daring atrocity; for I
would hazard my life upon her innocence, and if she was actually with him, she
had been carried off by the most cruel violence, and was probably at this very
moment suffering under the worst of apprehensions.
This remark seemed a little to abate
his fury, and induced his mind to admit a small degree of tenderness and
compassion. Were it as I represented, nothing but Lord Fitzarnold’s life should
satisfy him; but again his features hardened, and he vowed it was impossible
she should be innocent; he repeated the circumstance of the letter, and
mentioned her having been seen at a very late hour on the evening preceding her elopement, walking
by herself, and seeming to be anxiously waiting for some one; that the window of her
chamber had been heard to open at a late hour; and that it was evident she had
gone out by a private staircase, the bottom of which led to a passage, which
opened on a terrace in the garden; and a door of a closet in her chamber led to
this staircase, though not generally frequented. All this I allowed might be
true, but I suggested that she might be forcibly conveyed through these places;
that had the plan been preconcerted by herself, she would undoubtedly have
taken some change of apparel with her, and I asked if this had been
investigated, to which he answered sullenly, “No!”
I then desired to be shewn her room,
that her maid should be called, and that he might entertain no suspicion of my
acting in concert with any design injurious to him, I besought him to accompany
us in the search. To this he consented, and we proceeded to her chamber, Lucy
with tears and many sobs telling us the manner in which she was frightened on
the morning she attempted to open the door, found the bolt down, and could
obtain no answer to her repeated calls. The poor girl visibly trembled, and
turned pale when she entered the room, where she had never been since the fatal
morning, from a foolish apprehension that she should encounter some supernatural
evidence of her mistress’s concealment. St. Edward reprobated some fears of
this nature, which she could not help shewing, and we proceeded to examine the
drawers of the unfortunate Julia, where appeared every article of her dress,
except that she had worn the day before her non-appearance, I cannot call it
elopement. The bed had not the least evidence of being slept in, and every
thing, as Lucy expressed herself, looked exactly as natural as if she had
prepared it for the night. Upon opening a wardrobe we found the very bonnet and
cloak she had worn the preceding day; and I did not lose a moment to enforce
the belief this circumstance could not fail to impress, of her having no
intention to go off. I commented upon it with all the arguments such a circumstance
could adduce in her favour; and I could not help being affected at the sight of
these memorials of her I so much loved, and whose fate I so truly lamented;
like the cloaths of a deceased friend, which always recal to my mind the image
of the wearer, and a thousand tender and mournful ideas are connected with
their appearance.
Such now were my recollections, and
my utterance was, for several minutes, impeded by my tears. St. Edward looked
at me; I thought his countenance seemed softened, and taking my hand, he led
the way to the closet, where a door seemed to be recently forced open on the
outward side. This was apparent, as the hangings, which were of old-fashioned gilt
leather, were entirely pasted over the door, and had been evidently torn, by
its being forced, from the other side. It is probable Mrs. St. Edward did not
herself know of this door; it opened to a little low stone staircase, dark and
steep, and this led to a passage that communicated with the garden, and in
which were deposited garden-tools. I was too much absorbed in the contemplation
of our dear friend’s fate, of whom no traces could be discovered, to animadvert
upon the seeming inutility of these private doors and staircases, which seem so
universally to belong to buildings of this date; and this appears to be a very
ancient structure.
I used my utmost endeavours to prove
to Mr. St. Edward the utter impossibility of Julia’s being able to open this
door on the inside. He mused for some time, and then said, it was true, she
might not open it herself, but he saw nothing to convince him that she had not
made an assignation with some person to open it on the other side; and he again
referred to the letter, adding that there were persons who suspected her
intimacy with Lord Fitzarnold before their departure into Derbyshire. I
ventured to say in answer, that I execrated such persons; that even purity like
her’s could not be a defence against such malignity; and I greatly apprehended
she had enemies of her own sex, whose malice would help to destroy her
innocence: that it highly concerned his honour, as well as her fame, to
investigate to the utmost this business; and if upon the clearest and most
impartial judgment, she did not fully acquit herself of every charge of
deception, I would forfeit all I held most dear, and give up all love and
esteem for her.
This and much more I said in order
to persuade him to think of her in a favourable light, and I hope I have gained
some degree of attention to what I have advanced; at least he seems less
violent, gives me rational answers, and does not, as he did at first, forget
the common rules of hospitality and politeness. He was perfectly civil to me at
supper, seemed thoughtful at times, and sighed deeply. In these moments I did
not forget to expatiate upon the many excellences of Julia, to lament her
absence, and to speak of it as a circumstance in which she was the greatest
sufferer. He is going to-morrow to Baintree Park, to make all the enquiry he
can concerning Lord Fitzarnold. I will not close this letter till his return.
Wednesday
Morning, Nov. 4.
Mr. St. Edward set out this morning
as soon as it was day, and not being yet returned, I have been amusing myself
with walking, first over the castle, and then in the park. The season is not that which is the most
favourable, but the day is uncommonly fine, and the different shades of the
foliage render the views beautiful. The grandeur and magnificence of the
building is
inexpressibly fine, and the rude state of the park seems admirably to correspond
with the ancient pile. It must formerly have been in the midst of a wood, for I
understand that a great quantity of timber has been felled some years back, yet
there still remain trees of an immense size, and some whose spreading branches,
even in this advanced season, afford a delightful shade. When I viewed the
castle from parts of this park, I do not wonder at the ideas of spectres and
goblins being said to inhabit it. The small windows, the low towers, and the
turrets, with the arched doors and broken battlements, are sufficient to
impress weak minds with ideas of this nature; nor can I wonder that even Julia,
whose mind was far superior to the generality of those who only formed their
judgment from appearances, should be a little prone to fear.
It is by no means a place calculated
for one of the finest young women in the world to be shut up in alone: mortification
and superstition are of themselves sufficient to weaken the mind, and are
oftentimes incitements to vice. I do not, however, mean to insinuate that our
friend was in any degree influenced by them, but they might have had dominion
over a less virtuous and unprincipled heart, and afford no small advantage to
those who make it their business to delude the innocent and unwary.—Mr. St. Edward
is just returned; he appears gloomy and dispirited; I must go to him, and will
finish this after I have heard the result of his embassy.
I am sorry to be under the necessity
of relating still more unpleasant circumstances. When I attended Mr. St. Edward,
I perceived, by the gloom which hung upon his countenance, that he had received
no favourable intelligence, and he very soon informed me that the Lovefields
knew nothing of Lord Fitzarnold, except that they believed he was not in
London, nor did they know of his having been in the country since he had left
their house, which was early in the last month. He said that an universal
silence and reserve was observed during his visit, a conduct which I thought
perfectly natural, and consistent with the occasion; but with him it added
confirmation to the suspicions he before entertained, and I perceived with
regret that his visit to Baintree had not in the least contributed to ease his
mind.
I was considering in what manner I
should endeavour to bring it again to harmony, when a servant entered the room
and presented him a letter; he hastily tore it open, and seemed agitated by the
contents. I could not suppress my wish to hear something favourable, and I
asked (perhaps impertinently) if it brought any good accounts. “No good
accounts of your favourite, madam,” he replied, in a tone of contempt and
displeasure, which at once shocked and silenced me. He continued reading the
letter attentively, which seemed a long one, and as soon as he had finished it,
he got up, and hastily rung the bell. When the servant appeared, he told him to
inform the housekeeper to get the rooms and every thing in order and readiness
for Mr. Cassoset’s family, whom he expected possibly to night or else to dinner
the next day. The servant withdrew with apparent marks of disappointment in his
countenance: as to myself, I felt mortified beyond description. The manner in
which he had before spoken to me prevented me from again addressing him, and I
sat like a statue. He referred to his letter, and again rung the bell: when
answered, he enquired the state of the larder, ordered the ponds to be dragged
for fish, and, happy and alert in these preparations, he seemed to have totally
forgotten the fate of his poor wife.
I felt his behaviour so very
forcibly, and her image in all the distress her situation represented her so
deprest my mind, that an involuntary burst of tears claimed his attention.
“What is the matter, Mrs. Clifford?” said he; “I am not going to turn you out
this evening, nor to-morrow, if you like to stay: the family who are coming are
very amiable people, who have a great regard and friendship for me, and would
have taken Julia with them in order to prevent the mischief which has ensued,
for they suspected the business long ago. But she, I suppose, had formed her
plans; and now they are kindly coming to afford me consolation, and at the same
time, see justice done, for they will not let me be imposed upon.” As I now
knew my staying here could be no benefit to our friend, and as I could be of no
service, I was the less afraid to risque my opinions; I therefore, collecting
all my spirits, said,—“Allow me, sir, once more to speak in behalf of your
wife, I will add, your much-injured wife; and, however you may despise my
sentiments, suffer not yourself to be influenced by those who are not her
friends. I have before vouched for her innocence, and I again repeat it; let
your own unprejudiced judgment and a candid investigation decide your opinion,
but let not her precarious situation be rendered still more dreadful, by giving
her up to the mercy of her own sex, nor withdraw from her the protection of a
husband. Remember your own honour is concerned in the vindication of her’s, and
waste not the precious moments that should be dedicated to her cause. I speak
warmly, but I hope justly,—pardon me if I offend you; but be assured, sir, there will
come a time when you will think of what I am now saying. I shall take my leave
to-morrow, and when next we meet, may my beloved friend be as fully justified
to you and every other person, as clearly as her spotless mind is pure from all
guilt.” “Be it so,” replied St. Edward; “and when that is the case, and not
till then, shall I confess myself a culprit to Mrs. Clifford;” and he
immediately quitted the room. A burst of tears relieved me; and I hastened to
my apartment to make the little preparations that were necessary for the
journey, which I would on no account delay longer than the next morning.
I had just finished these little
arrangements, when a bustle in the house, and the sound of wheels in the
outward court, proclaimed the arrival of some new-comers. I concluded it was
the already expected guests; yet a latent hope that it might be some tidings
relating to Julia made me eagerly run to the window, from whence I perceived to
my great mortification, that the bustle was occasioned by the return of the
Carrosets. They were no sooner entered the house, than I heard the joyful exclamations of Miss Carroset at
seeing Mr. St. Edward: “How d’ye do? I am glad we are come; you must have been
so melancholy by yourself, with not a soul to speak to. I hastened my father
and mother as much as possible, and you can’t think how far we have come to-day
that you might be alone as little as possible.” I could not plainly distinguish
the words which conveyed St. Edward’s answer to her, but I dare say they were
full of politeness, and strongly expressed his joy at seeing her, for she
replied, “That’s a dear creature! I knew you would be rejoiced to see us.”
I now thought it best to make my
appearance, which at first I had determined not to do; but in consideration of
my young friend, I changed my design, as I concluded my secluding myself from
their company would give them an advantage I did not wish they should gain; and
however unpleasant I should find my situation it would be wrong to leave
anything untried in the cause in which I had engaged. I therefore boldly advanced to the drawing-room,
and Mr. St. Edward introduced me with more good-breeding than I expected.
I don’t know who they took me for at
first. The old lady professed an humble civility, bordering upon meanness; the
old man stumped up to me, talked of the weather, the roads, and the shortening
of the days; whilst the young lady viewed me with a supercilious kind of
contempt, made a half curtsey, then took St. Edward by the arm, and whispered him, I
suppose to know who I was; she then passed me with an impertinent stare, hummed
a tune, and began to relate some ridiculous anecdote which had happened since
he had left Buxton. I thought this trifling behaviour highly improper under the
present circumstances, and I assumed an air of as much importance as I could
command; for St. Edward looked so perfectly satisfied and pleased with their
company, that my forbearance and my patience were nearly exhausted. The
conversation was trifling and insipid, such as I could neither take part in or
relate.
When supper was served, Miss
Carroset seemed anxiously to expect that Mr. St. Edward should desire her to
take her seat at the head of the table, but in this she was disappointed, for
he sat there himself. Mrs. Carroset sat at his right hand, and he pointed to
the other side for her daughter; but not having it in her power to sit where
she wished, she looked sullen, and throwing herself into the chair at the bottom
of the table, she said with an affected air of tenderness, “I will save my dear
papa the trouble of this place.” St. Edward seemed conscious of having offended
her, and tried by every attention to regain her favour. The old people are
ignorant, mean, and stupid; the daughter a compound of all that is artful,
deep, and designing. What a set to arraign the conduct of our dear friend, and
to influence that of her weak husband! Miss Carroset affected an obsequious
kind of civility towards me, at the same time that she cast the most
significant glances at St. Edward.
I retired early, and have written
this since I came up to bed. I fear I can do nothing for our poor friend; and I
shall return to-morrow, truly lamenting the fate of her I am unable to serve.
Adieu.
Dear madam,
I am ever yours,
ANN CLIFFORD.
LETTER III.
From the same to the same.
Arkley Castle, Nov. 5, 17—.
YOU will be
surprised, my dear madam, to hear from me again from this place, and still more
so when you hear that I have just now declared to Mr. St. Edward, that I will
not stir from it until my mind is more thoroughly satisfied respecting the concealment of his
wife, and an investigation be made in order to discover the mysterious causes which, I apprehend,
conceal the truth. I know not where to fix suspicion, and I am so bewildered in
a labyrinth of conjectures, that I know not if I am capable of giving a clear
relation.
After I had retired from the company
last night to my own chamber, I sat ruminating for some time on the strangeness
of the circumstances which occasioned my being now here, of the infatuation of St.
Edward, and of the many virtues and extraordinary fate of poor Julia. No
reflections produced information, and the result of my reasoning left me in the
same uncertainty which has so strangely marked this unhappy business. As I
designed to set out early in the morning, and as I felt no inclination to
sleep, I determined only to throw myself upon the outside of the bed, without
taking off my cloaths. This I was preparing to do; I looked at my watch, it was
past midnight; I put the light in the chimney, and recommended myself to that
Being who is our only protector. I heard a slight noise near the door, and, as
I listened, a light footstep. I knew not exactly in what apartments the
visitors slept; I had no fears, but curiosity prompted me to investigate the
cause of alarm, and snatching up the light, I instantly opened the door, when a
tall figure, which a terrified imagination might have formed into a most
formidable ghost, arrested my attention at the farther end of the gallery. I
am not fearful, nor am I superstitious, but the manner of its disappearing was
singular. I walked hastily up to the place, but it was gone, and by what way I
could not possibly discover, for there was no door or staircase at that end by
which any person could pass. I stood for some moments lost in conjecture; I listened, and I even
called, but received no sort of information. I stood for some moments in that
state of uncertainty, which the circumstance had occasioned; and I knew not whether to alarm
the family, or to wait till the morning, before I made known my apprehensions.
A little recollection, however, served to convince me that it would be better
to wait for the morning, when I might form my opinions with more precision, and
be more likely to gain credit for my story, than by giving a hasty recital of
what might be deemed the effects of superstition or fear. I returned,
therefore, to my chamber, but not to rest; I could collect my ideas into no
kind of method; the more I ruminated the more my conjectures were bewildered;
and I could only form the determination of relating exactly what I had seen and
heard to Mr. St. Edward in the morning, and this, if possible, before any of
his visitors were stirring, that his mind might be left free to direct his
judgment, unprejudiced by the opinions of others.
Tedious, indeed, were the hours till
the
morning appeared, and even that was far advanced before any one of the family
gave indications of their being risen. As soon as I could with propriety, I
sent a footman to Mr. St. Edward’s chamber, to inform him that I requested to
speak with him upon a subject, the importance of which would admit of no delay:
his answer was, he would wait on me as soon as possible. In a shorter time than
I expected, he sent to say that he waited for me in the breakfast-parlour.
Thither I hastened, although my limbs trembled, and my heart palpitated with
the trepidation of a culprit. When I related my story with only the simple
truths which attended it, I added, with all the arguments I could collect, the
necessity there was of immediately investigating the causes for such an
appearance: I even hinted that Mrs. St. Edward might, at the very moment, be
concealed in some obscure part of the castle, and be suffering a cruel
confinement by some secret inhabitant, hitherto unknown to us. I besought him
to think favourably of her, and to use every endeavour to discover the
mysterious cause of her absence.
He heard me with more patience and
composure than I expected, and when I ceased speaking, he answered me with
politeness. He never, he said, gave heed to the idle tales that had been
propagated as to the supernatural appearances in the castle, and he was surprised
to hear a woman of my sense and judgment corroborate such ridiculous opinions:
that with respect to what I took for footsteps, it might be occasioned by rats,
of which there were great numbers; and as to what I saw, it could only be the
effect of fancy; or some deficiency in my sight: that as to Julia’s being in
the castle, it was utterly impossible; and by what method, he asked me, was he
to ascertain this, even could such a wild imagination be at all allowed. “No,”
he added, before I could make any reply, “she has abandoned me, and it is
highly proper I should forget her.” “O no, no,” I replied, “let me entreat you
to make no such resolve: I would pledge my life upon her innocence; she is by
some means cruelly betrayed.”
He stood silent, and then as if
recollecting something he had heard against her, his colour rose in his face,
and he said with a stern look, “No, Mrs. Clifford, I am not the fool you take
me for; I have evident testimony of her duplicity; and the whole world would
laugh at me were I weak enough to adopt the opinions of her being carried away
by supernatural means, or indeed by any other but the concurrence of her own
inclinations.” “True,” said I, “I would by no means wish you to countenance any
thing improbable; I laugh at the idea of supernatural means as much as you can
do; but if no remembrance of tender pity remains in your breast, if every
sentiment of conjugal affection for the wife of your choice is done away, you
are still called upon to vindicate the honour of your cousin, and even by that
tye, investigate and justify her fame; nor till the most flagrant proof of her
guilt can appear, ought you to allow the most distant insinuation to be
breathed against her. Turn from those who would blast her reputation as from
poison, and admit those tender sensations of pity, which every manly breast
must feel for the sufferings of an injured and unprotected woman. Perhaps, at
this moment, she is imploring the aid of Heaven; an arm of courage to defend
her virtue; and above all, a friend to shield her reputation.”
I was proceeding, and expressing
myself with great warmth, which I saw was not unfavourable to the cause, when
the door opened, and that plotter of iniquity, Miss Carroset, entered the room. Her eyes were
directed to me, and might truly be said to flash fire. I was not, however, to
be intimidated: I turned towards her, and said, “Miss Carroset, you are come in
a happy moment, as I trust, to join with me in favour of our dear friend, whose
fame must not be traduced by suspicion, nor her conduct arraigned by
appearances.” “No, madam,” replied Miss Carroset, “neither shall my judgment be
decided for me. If Mr. St. Edward is weak enough to be amused by a parcel of
idle stories, raised merely for the purpose of concealing guilt, I am not thus
to be imposed upon: and let me tell you, Mrs. Clifford, it would be much more
to your credit to be attending your poor uncle, than to be pushing yourself
into houses uninvited, and intruding your company upon people who move in a
different sphere of life than that to which you have been accustomed. As to
Mrs. St. Edward, it would ill become the purity of any modest woman to join in
defending her cause: you may have your reasons for your partiality to her, but we, who are better informed, are not so
easily to be duped.”
To this I replied, with as much
calmness and temper as I could command, after so insolent a speech,—“As to my
partiality, madam, it is founded upon a complete knowledge of her many virtues
from her earliest years, from the sincerest friendship, and from a perfect
conviction of her rectitude, honour, and integrity. As to my being now here, my uncle
dispensed with my attendance, and urged me to defend a cause in which he enters
as warmly as myself. I hope I am not an unwelcome intruder to Mr. St. Edward;
for however distant may be our situations in life, he has in happier days
honoured me with a pressing invitation to Arkley. Little then did I imagine
that my first visit would have been under such circumstances as the present;
and were every body now in their proper places, you and myself, madam, would
not have met under this roof, where it cannot be more unpleasant to you than to
myself. But I cannot answer to my own conscience, nor to those friends of Mrs. St. Edward’s who are
most anxious for her, to leave this place before some clearer investigation has
been made concerning this business; and from some strange occurrences which
passed under my observation last night, I am led to believe that some uncommon
mystery remains to be unfolded, and which I am persuading Mr. St. Edward to
lose no time in discovering.”
When I ended my speech, Miss
Carroset threw herself upon a sopha, and seemed to be absolutely choking with
rage: Mr. St. Edward seated himself by her, and affected a gaiety in his looks
and manner by no means proper for the time and the occasion; but I suppose it
was to please and bring her into good-humour. “And what,” said he, “Mrs.
Clifford, would you have me do?” and without allowing me time to answer him, he
turned in a childish way to Miss Carroset, and said, “One of the castle spectres appeared last
night, and sent me an order to pull down the whole structure in order to find
my wife!—was it not so, Mrs. Clifford?” I could not return an answer; I walked
to the window to suppress my emotion, as well as to hide the tears which flowed
for our poor Julia. I heard Miss Carroset ask him if he would not obey the
ghost, and prove a dear good husband to his affectionate wife. After this they
conversed in a whisper too low for me to hear, but I could distinguish the word
insolent as if meant to me; and finding I could have no chance of influencing
his mind at this time, I retired to my chamber, waiting for the summons of the
breakfast-bell, and have written thus far.
Irksome, indeed, is my situation,
for as Miss Carroset says, I can but consider myself as an intruder, and since
the late conversation, I have every thing to apprehend both from the malice of
her designs, and the influence she has upon the mind of St. Edward; yet if my
stay can be of the smallest service to our Julia, I will bear all they can
inflict, and nothing but being absolutely turned out of doors, shall force me
from hence. Yet after all, I fear I can do nothing to serve her; there seems to
be a combination against her. I rest my hopes in some degree on those nocturnal
visitors, who, whatever or whoever they are, must have some design; and no
timidity shall prevent my following a being, who is, perhaps, employed in a
righteous cause. I will not suffer sleep to prevent my watchfulness; I will
lose no opportunity of engaging Mr. St. Edward, and in endeavouring to
counteract the designs of this most artful young woman.
May these my intentions be rendered
propitious by that all-ruling Power who governs all our actions, and without
whose permission not a sparrow falleth to the ground. I will write as often as
I have opportunity of sending my letters, or whenever anything occurs worthy
your notice; and I remain,
Dear madam,
Ever yours,
ANN CLIFFORD.
LETTER IV.
Miss Carroset to Miss Baynard.
Arkley Castle, Dec. 2, 17—.
YOU see, my dear
Maria, I have obeyed your commands, or rather your advice, and am once more
safely lodged under the roof of Arkley Castle. Thus far you must approve; but,
Maria, I will not be scolded; I cannot bear it; my mind is greatly disturbed;
for although the elopement of Mrs. St. Edward bids fair for a favorable
eclaircissement, yet there are formidable obstacles to overcome. If St. Edward
were as warm in investigating the cause as the urgency of the case requires, I
might soon be released from my present anxiety; but then on the other hand,
were he to be active in the pursuit, it might bring on discoveries injurious to
my plan: I am, therefore, under the necessity of keeping him in this lukewarm
temper of mind, as the surest method of success to my wishes. Then again, he is
such an egregious fool, that he may be drawn by a thread.
Do you know, there is a dreadful
woman come here, a Mrs. Clifford, who was a kind of governess to Mrs. St.
Edward. It seems she is well descended, has been handsome and unfortunate, with all the
etceteras annexed, to claim pity and respect. She is absolutely one of the most
hateful beings I ever beheld, and has such an influence over St. Edward, that
were I not here to counteract and undermine her designs, he would be a lost
man; for well do I know when she has been talking to him: but of this I take pretty good
care, and never fail to tell him how much he would be ridiculed by the world,
were he to be influenced by the whining cant and advice of an old governess.
This rouses his spirits, for he can’t bear to be thought gentle; and, poor
soul, fancies himself a sensible man.—In love with him indeed! No, Maria; that
passion was over with me at a very early period of my life, and reason enough
had I to be sick of it, when the object of my affection so basely deserted me,
after he had obtained all he could possess; yet he was worth a thousand St.
Edward’s—but no more of this.
To return to Mrs. Clifford; she is
the niece of a clergyman, and the widow of an officer; is an enthusiast in the
cause of Mrs. St. Edward, and came here post-haste upon hearing of her
elopement. I wish she had broken her neck in the journey, for I assure you she
is a formidable enemy. She possesses that abominable steady sense and cool
resolution, which generally bear down all opposition: there is a settled ease
and hauteur in her manner, which almost strikes me with a certain awe, not to say dread; for she has those
kind of penetrating eyes that look one through. She has determined to stay here
till Mrs. St. Edward is restored, that is her word; and she is a sort of woman
that one cannot turn out of doors. I think if you were here, something might be
struck out to get rid of her, but alone, I confess myself unequal to the
undertaking. Do come, Maria;—I have influence sufficient here to promise you a
welcome: we can then contrive to hit upon something for the destruction of her
plans; and I assure you she deserves to be strangled. Let me hear that you will
come; but remember you are not to rival me in the affections, nor even the attentions of
St. Edward. I have had one or two tart altercations with this Mrs. Clifford, but
cannot say I gained much advantage. I tell St. Edward how extremely artful she
is, and that is really true, for she leaves no opportunity of taking advantage
of his weakness.—Adieu my friend. If you can suggest anything favourable to the
cause, do not omit giving me your opinion, and I will from time to time give
you a faithful relation of our proceedings.
I am, ever yours,
CHARLOTTE CARROSET.
LETTER V.
Lord Robert Carrington to Mr. Tracy.
MY DEAR SIR,
I TAKE the earliest
opportunity in availing myself of your kind permission to exchange a few lines.
I feel myself greatly honoured by your attention; and I should be unjust to
myself, were I to neglect the great advantages to be derived from a man of your
learning, principles, and extensive knowledge. I hope you will not deem me a
flatterer from these expressions, which, I assure you, flow from the sincere
effusions of a grateful heart. In the short term of our acquaintance at Buxton,
your ideas were so perfectly new to me, that I could not fail to admire and
adopt your sentiments. As you profess yourself to be a citizen of the world, to have no limited
station, nor domestic calls to engross any fixed period of your time, I shall
flatter myself that you will at least give me your opinion upon a subject
interesting to me, if not distressing.
I passed through school, and
likewise the
university, with a particular friend, the knowledge of whose acquaintance
commenced at so early a period, as to create a friendship stronger, perhaps,
than a later intimacy might have inspired. Our situations in life, our ages,
and above all, our dispositions, were so congenial, as to unite us in no common
bond. We had neither of us any brothers or sisters, either to take from or to
share our regards. The most unlimited confidence secured our friendship, for I
believe neither had a thought concealed from the other; and as we advanced in
life, a thousand occurrences became interesting to each. As my friend was of a
more volatile disposition than myself, I will confess that he frequently
engaged me in acts of dissipation, which my cooler moments could not but
condemn; however, as we never spared each other’s faults, I generally began
with admonition, to which he would listen with good-natured attention, and
ended with promises of amendment. Thus some years rolled on. My friend was
naturally susceptible, and would speak in raptures of charms in females which I
could not discover.
Last Summer he went to pay a visit to
an acquaintance in Staffordshire, from whence he wrote to me of a very
beautiful married woman, with whom he seemed desperately enamoured. I at first
treated it as a joke, but finding him positive in the pursuit, and more serious
than was usual in these cases, I endeavoured to dissuade, but not too
pressingly, lest opposition might but augment the flame; and as I understood
the lady was a pattern of honour and virtue, I had no doubt but his passion
would be defeated by the best of all possible methods, her own integrity. I
therefore forbore my admonitions, and for a time our correspondence ceased. On
my return to London, I heard with grief and surprise, that the lady had eloped,
but with whom was not yet ascertained. Suspicion glanced at my friend as the
companion of her flight; hints have been thrown out in the public papers; and
there are those who scruple not to affirm that they are both gone to an estate
which he has in Ireland. You must know who the lady is, as the papers have been
too explicit on this head; but I forbear to mention the name of my friend, in
the faint hope that he may yet be acquitted of this most flagrant breach of
honour. I have made all possible enquiry concerning the present residence of
my friend, but hitherto without success. I am surprised there are no letters
for me, but on an occasion of this nature he would be silent; and I presaged no
good consequence when he ceased to inform me of his designs. I confess I am
extremely hurt at this violation of laws so sacred, and I should feel the
truest pity for her husband, had not some recent instances of his conduct,
which fell under my own observation at Buxton, led me to believe, that the
faults of the lady were but the natural consequences of the example of her
husband. These are sentiments we have before discussed, and as there is nothing
new in them, I shall no longer animadvert upon the subject. If your humanity
and prudence can devise any means by which I may be able to develop this mysterious affair, or
to recommend to the parties to return to their respective duties, before the
voice of ignorant slander gives the final stab to their reputation, I shall
consider myself as particularly,
Dear sir,
Your gratefully obliged and
faithful servant,
ROBERT CARRINGTON.
London, Dec. 4, 17—.
LETTER VI.
Stephen Macardoe to John Ladwick.
Blanzey Lodge, near Limerick,
Dec. 5th, 17—.
DEAR JOHN,
YOU nose as I promished to
rite, and I be the moor willen so to do because you nose of my parshality to
Mrs. Jane, and I shud a rit soonder, but we a been in so mutsh bussle an
confushion that I had no hart to set down to rite. My lord is gon now, marcy on
him—I wish weed niver comed hear, but I musent tell tails. Sitch wachings an
ridings by day an by nite, an for wat, for nothin but wat wull be a disgrase an
the sweetest lady—but she as gin us the go by, an now we be all left at Blanzey upon
bored wages, an not a thing can we get for our munny, for theres nothen to be
had. Ireland is tore to peces, sad doins, indeed you may meet we rebles evry
step you stur, an evry body goes harmed, an fokes hear mins no moor bein
murdurd then if they was goen to a feest. Lord help us say I, but this is nothen to the purpus of wat
as I ment to rite about. Tell Mrs. Jane as how in all my trubbles, an all my
gurneys, an all my walkins, I niver forgot she, nor was niver arter thinkin of
any thing ellse,
tho my lord kep us up nite arter nite, and now we ha bin skuwring ovver the contry
ater madam, I musent menchun her name for fear of axidents. I think she must be
dead or
killed by the rebles, for wear can she be gon to, she ha no frends hear, an
dont no nothen of her way, how shoud she poor fowl, an she was carred off in
sitch a frite an a urry from her oun hous as she niver rekoverd, an she woudent
speke to my lord if she cood help it, an was resentful to the last, but when my
lord whent away, he sayed as how hed niver com bak till hed foond her, for she
was all he walled in lif, so how it will hend God only nose, but bein as how
she was a marred whoman, hit may prov a bad gob, and my pore Lord git into
trubble, but wheniver you tels hit hit must be a seekret. I shal be glad to
here from you. Pleas to remembar me to all freends, and in partikilar to Mrs.
Jane. Dereckt to me at write honnabel Lord Wycount Fitzarnolds Blanzey Lodge
near Limerick Ireland, an if you pays the postadge it wull com free, so no more to command
your
Loving freend
STEPHEN MACARDOE.
P.S. If you shoud here of Madam Sent Edward you may
let me no, an you shall sheer sum of my reward, but her nam musent be menshend.
LETTER VII.
Mrs. Clifford to Mrs. Safforey.
Arkley Castle, Dec. 9, 17—.
THIS is the last
letter I shall write from this place, where I can be of no possible service to
our dear friend. I find the resolution of St. Edward so weak, and he is so
easily led away by the arts and vile insinuations of Miss Carroset, that all
attempts to counteract her devices are vain. My situation too is so truly irksome; but I
should not regard these inconveniences, had I any hopes of succeeding, but
really there are none; and I am by no means certain that I am not weakening the
cause I wish to strengthen; for after every attempt to rouse Mr. St. Edward
from his present opinions, I am only giving a fairer opportunity to Miss
Carroset of displaying her power over him, and giving a latitude to her
inventive fancy to detract and vilify the object of her hatred and revenge.
Indeed the total silence attending
this uncommon business, adds wonder to the misfortune, and gives disappointment
and grief to her friends,—exultation and triumph to her enemies. I hope I have
omitted nothing in my power towards the elucidation of the mystery. I have
traversed over every part of this huge castle, as far as I could: but there are
rooms and places beneath, which I could not penetrate to, secured by heavy
doors with immense hinges, filled with large nails, overgrown with cobwebs, and
which seemed to have remained unopened for ages; nobody knew where the keys
were; and when I mentioned my wish of seeing what they contained to Mr. St.
Edward, he only treated my anxiety as a mark of womanish curiosity, and would
not allow his own to conquer his usual apathy.
I visited the room appropriated for
the old domestics, and was not a little pleased, as well at their venerable
appearance, as with the zeal and warmth in which they expressed their gratitude
to their former masters for the benefits and comforts they now enjoy; to their
present one, for the fulfilment of their claims; and sincere lamentations for
the late unhappy event. They spoke in raptures upon the merits of Julia, and had no doubt but she
would be restored, as she must, they said, be an object of peculiar
preservation and providential favour. After I had made this visit, I rambled in
the park; the day was tolerably fine for the season. In a little shrubbery near
the house, I had an opportunity of admiring many elegant marks of the taste and
ingenuity of Julia. The shrubs were beautifully disposed by her order, as the
gardener informed me, and though at this season little judgment could be formed
of their effect, yet it was a proof that she meant to superintend and watch
their growth and beauty in the ensuing spring.
This reflection produced many
melancholy ones, for, alas! I fear they will not blow for her; and I could
almost be reconciled to the idea that she is no longer an inhabitant of this
earth, but is gone to meet with a reward for her merits and sufferings in a
better world: for what are her prospects in this?—exposed to the certain
resentment of a weak husband, to the envy and revenge of her enemies, to the
suspicions of all, and the universal pity and censure of an ill-judging
multitude.
There is an idea which sometimes
crosses my mind, but is scarcely allowed a moment’s residence, and I hardly
dare name it:—cannot you, madam, guess?—your brother,—yet it cannot be; Julia possessed the
greatest rectitude; and I should apologize for an opinion of any one so near
and dear to you. But my mind is harassed and disturbed, harbouring and allowing
ideas foreign to its usual suggestions, and rendered alive to suspicion from
the conduct of those about me. Let these excuses plead for me, my dear madam,
and say, in a letter to Crayborne, that you forgive
Your sincere and obliged
humble servant,
ANN CLIFFORD.
LETTER VIII.
Mrs. Safforey to Mrs. Clifford.
Ledcombe, Dec. 15, 17—.
PREPARE your mind, my
dear Mrs. Clifford, to hear some faint tidings of our Julia. I will neither
raise your hopes, nor suffer my own to be too sanguine, but will hasten to
inform you what is my intelligence, from which you will form your own judgment,
as to the probability of what we have to expect. Yesterday’s post brought me a
letter from a Mrs. Eastbrook. She formerly lived with my mother, and though in
the capacity of a servant, was, from her good conduct and uncommon abilities,
far removed above the general standard of that order. She is now housekeeper in the
family of Lord Duncarrel; and I wrote to her upon the subject of my friend soon
after her disappearance. I enjoined the most strict secresy, consistent with the
indefatigable zeal which the cause demanded. I knew her situation in life was
of that nature as to give her a more extensive knowledge of what passed in different
families, than a more exalted sphere would allow, as servants are more
particularly inclined to speak of the secrets of a family, as well for the
pleasure of mutual communication, as the pride of consequence they think it
gives them. They are, for these reasons, dangerous implements to use, nor are
their opinions often guided either by judgment or veracity; and as a community
they are rather more to be dreaded than trusted. I hope the present instance
will prove an exception to the general rule, and that you will acquit me of any
meanness in the application, when you consider the urgency of the case. I have
already given you the outlines of the character of Mrs. Eastbrook; you will
judge of the rest from the inclosed letter; and make allowances for the style
and manner of a person, who, you may observe, stands not a little exalted in
her own estimation.
LETTER IX.
Mrs. Eastbrook to Mrs. Safforey.
London, Dec. 11, 17—.
DEAR AND HONOURED MADAM,
I WAS favoured with your’s of the 2d instant, and am
greatly obliged for the honour of your commands, as well as truly distressed
for the sad occasion of them. I remember poor Miss St. Edward, and a sweet
creature she was! Your dear mama, madam, used to say, she was too charming to
be happy; but I don’t know why that should be neither, for we all know handsome
ladies that are, aye, and that deserve to be, happy. I had heard of the
elopement as it is called, before your letter arrived, for there is nothing but
what I hear; and you could not, madam, have addressed a more proper person than myself on this
occasion, for I suppose there is not a house in town where such multitudes of
people resort as this of our’s; indeed, the hurry and bustle, and the late
hours we keep, were too much for my nerves, and I was under the necessity of
leaving his lordship’s house, and retiring to my niece’s at Edgware, until my
health was recovered; but I was soon requested to return, and higher emoluments
offered to induce me to stay. Indeed, my lady said to me, “Eastbrook, you are absolutely
essential to my existence!” and you know, madam, there was no resisting that:
indeed, there is nothing done in this house wherein I am not consulted; and my
young lord, who is just going to the university, said to me the other day,
“Mrs. Eastbrook, I must consult and advise with you on the subject of my
allowance, for I know you have liberal notions, and have seen a great deal of
the world.” And then my young ladies too, whenever they are going to have new
dresses, always pass a whole morning with me before they make a choice;—to say
nothing of the number of people of all ranks who ask my opinions before they
undertake any great scheme.
It was but the other day that Mrs.
Westphalia, Lady Rantum’s superintendant, (who gives the best entertainments,
and has the most superb fêtes in London,) came to me to be best informed how to
arrange these matters. But I fear, madam, I shall tire you with this account of
myself, when you may be impatient to hear of another subject; but I could not
help mentioning the above circumstances, just to shew you how proper a person I
am to give you the desired information, and to negotiate any further commands
you may honour me with.
Last Sunday evening I went to the
chapel, where I heard Dr. Dormouse preach a very excellent sermon. You must,
madam, have heard of Dr. Dormouse: he made choice of his lady from the same
station which I now fill; and very fine preferment he has got, and is not, as
many others are, at all lifted up by it; on the contrary, he is as affable and
pleasant as ever, always enquiring how I am, and wondering I look so well under
the fatigues I encounter. I cannot say just the same of his lady; she carries
herself very high, and seldom deigns to speak, and when she does, it is in a
high tone; “How do ye?” as if she had quite forgot (indeed, I suppose she has,)
when she used to come with her squeezing humble curtseys to beg I would do her
the honour of returning her visits.
Well, but to return,—as I said,
after I had been at the chapel, I invited a few friends to take tea with me,
and amongst others Mr. O’Nettle, Lord Connor’s gentleman. They are but just
come from Ireland. To be sure it was terrifying to hear the account he gave of
that distracted country, and says he, “There is a d—d business of another and
more private nature;” I must give it you in his own words, madam, because you
would not like to lose any part of it. “Lord Fitzarnold, a fine young man with
a very large estate, has made so free with an English gentleman, as to carry
off his wife per force!” “Aye,” replied some of the company, “how happened
that?” “True upon my soul!” says O’Nettle; “it was neither by your leave or
with your leave; and if report says true, what was most extraordinary, it was
against the lady’s own consent!” “Why then,” replied others, “won’t his
lordship be hanged?” “Why no,” says O’Nettle; “I suppose circumstances will
come out to prevent that; for it seems the lady and her husband lived upon very
ill terms, and that will go a great way to exculpate Lord Fitzarnold.” “O now I
think of it,” said Mrs. Lacy, “it was mentioned in our still room the other
day, and one of our servants had got a letter from one Macardoe, who lives with
Lord Fitzarnold; and moreover, he said that the lady was got away, and gone
nobody knew whither, and that she was the sweetest creature that ever was
seen.”
Many more things were said which I
now forget, and thought no more about, little supposing it was Miss St. Edward; but upon
the receipt of your letter, madam, I went to Lord Connor’s, and I asked Mr.
O’Nettle to tell me all the particulars, which were much the same as what I
have related; but he advised me to go to Sir Charles Elliot’s, and enquire for
one John Ladwick, who could give me the best information. Accordingly I did so,
and after some intreaty, I got a sight of this Macardoe’s letter: a curious
epistle it is, and so vilely written, and so badly spelt, that it was with
difficulty I could make out the sense of it; however, it left no room to doubt
of the facts; and though he affects secresy, he mentions the name of Mrs. St.
Edward in the postscript, and then like a true Irishman, says it must not be
named. It appears from this letter that she has got away from Lord Fitzarnold,
and that she was positively carried away against her consent. I tried every
possible means to get the letter into my possession, and I would have inclosed
it to you, madam, but I could not prevail with the man to part with it, and he
seemed not satisfied with himself that he had been induced to let me have a sight
of it. If I can be of farther service in this business, or any other, please,
madam, to command my best services, being always ready and happy to oblige as
far as can be in the power of,
Dear and honoured madam,
Your obliged and very obedient
humble servant,
MARY EASTBROOK.
(Mrs. Safforey in
continuation.)
I will suppose, my dear Mrs. Clifford, that you have read the inclosed, if your patience could endure the prolixity of Madam Eastbrook: I confess mine has seldom been tried more severely. What can be done for our poor Julia? and what may she not be suffering whilst we are debating upon the method of recovering her? It is absolutely necessary that her fame should be restored by the full declaration of her being carried away by force; and the guilt of Lord Fitzarnold must likewise be made public: yet I shudder to reflect upon the consequences of an enraged husband’s resentment; for enraged he must be when he has such proof of his wife’s innocence, however supine he may hitherto have been.
I have written to Mrs. Eastbrook to
get further information. I wish we could get Macardoe’s letter; St. Edward
should be shewn this: and yet I dread to think how it must end. I could have
been glad that you had staid longer at Arkley; possibly in that case things might
have been better managed; for, my dear Mrs. Clifford, we want some able
adviser; women are but weak negotiators in any arduous undertaking; we fancy we
can do a great deal, but when judgment, policy, and safety are required, we
want the steady sense, the clear precision of the wiser sex, and feel our
inability and weakness. What says your worthy uncle? Were he young and freed
from his infirmities, we should need no better champion. He may still direct and counsel our opinions, and I
know you will consult him on this trying occasion. My ideas are sadly confused;
I know not what will be for the best; I am impatient for the vindication of my
dear friend’s honour, and yet I feel a dread, a horror, in the necessary
execution of it. Let me have your’s and your worthy uncle’s advice as speedily as may be; and
believe me always,
Your truly affectionate friend,
ELINOR SAFFOREY.
LETTER X.